Last night I was in the state of melancholy as memories of my dad reiterated in my mind, As his memories surface in my mind, I felt miserable. I just wondered when I would meet him ,is it that death has parted him from us forever ,all these questions just made me more mad and I was freaking out at that moment Loneliness knocked me down to tears and I felt vulnerable .

As a kid I was very obstinate and would cry my heart out for every trivial stuff but he was there for me,I remember him giving me bath over weekends and drying my short little hair and not to forget his thail maalish ,and how keen he was on feeding us the special and best ,and I still remember him helping me with my maths.

He was there when I wrote my CET,he would wait eagerly till I finished my exam just to see my smug face & then take me back home and on the way back home we would go out to the nearby Tiffin shop to gorge on the spicy,crispy dosa ‘s . And he would drive me all the way to my tuitions and then back home.

And later when I was away to the hostel,he would ensure that I had enough money  and for every need of mine he would never say a No,He did all that I wanted from buying me those costly books  and helping me with my projects and I still remember the day when he travelled  around 300 kms  to my hostel with my computer .

But today as i think of all this..i feel we are alone..

there is none who would love us like you,

none to care ,care bout what we ate,how we live or even none to raise their hands in dua for us.

Today i realise how lonely iam….

I miss you so much….

Advertisements
Categories: Uncategorized
  1. No comments yet.
  1. No trackbacks yet.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: