Archive for December, 2008

Letting Go -by Pravs

December 26, 2008 Leave a comment

As silence fills my loneliness
Only for you my heart cries
The growing gnawing  pain within myself
That tears every senses of my life.

Tears flow endlessly
Even my eyes swells in deep agony
But nothing had been left
That I burned even more with desire
Just to feel the warmness of your embrace.

I still have the memories when we first meet
Memories that I thought would just be the beginning
And would never end
But suddenly it was gone with  the wind.

I always say I LOVE YOU
Deep inside my heart I do
Thinking that you feel the same way too
That even we’re miles away we can make it through

I felt my world shattered like a glass
One day when you told me that I was just a back up
And that you are still in search of your perfect match
For someone you can marry even when there’s no real LOVE.

I have been waiting for a chance
Hoping that one day you would realize and understand
I gave you everything that I have
Just to let you know that I love you so much

You have closed your door to me indeed
Even if I was just trying to talk , just being a FRIEND
Then I realized,Perhaps I was obsessed and was pushing myself to you…
And now, I need to say goodbye and Let go.

Categories: Love, Poetry

December 4, 2008 Leave a comment

You were my best friend

I always thought,

But you are the one liable for my heart rend.

I curse my nemesis which got me to you,

But when will I come out of this blue?

You were my dream, hope, faith and life,

I never imagined that we would end up with such filthy Strife.

You were mine, loosing you was my scare,

But today I am alone you are no where.

But how could you do such a irrevocable damage,

This is Worst than any Carnage.

You just walked over me,

As u stepped on my callow heart didn’t u see?

My love, my endless faith for you.

I wonder if I’ll meet or hear from you ever,

This notion is killing me inside

I wish you had stayed forever.

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Love Story -Part-3

December 4, 2008 Leave a comment

Today is Guys last day at work and Girl is awfully feeling bad,

She mulls over the feeling that from now she would never find the guy next to her, who would hide her water bottle or mobile? Who would listen to her endless rattles .She was fighting tears, and she extended her hand for the final good bye.

The same day Guy calls her

Guy: So you’re done with your work?

Girl: yes just leaving to home, so what are u doing.

Guy: hey I had just come out to puff a cigarette.

Girl hates it when the Guy smokes as she is too much worried for him

To be Continued………………………

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Love Story -Part-2

December 4, 2008 Leave a comment

Girl: Ya in that case you need to go.

Girl not able to accept the truth that her friend will be leaving soon.

Girl: You are really going right !! Why do you have to go hmm….:-(

Guy: yes iam going then what do you want me to do?

Girl: so tomorrow is your last day in office, how r u feeling?

Guy: Iam happy, I was bored of doing same monotonous work.

Girl: hey Iam planning to give u a gift can u tell me what do u like or something specific you are planning to buy?

Guy: You are giving the gift right then u need to decide how can I tell?

Girl: Look its not a formality but u know I always ask my sisters and mom what they want on their birth day so that I can gift them what they like, so iam asking u as well so tell me?

Guy: no I can’t decide u buy what ever u want.

Girl: bad u can’t help me also right!! But you are going….

Guy: Ok If you buy a big car for me then I’ll not go.

Girl: ha ha… good joke.

Girl keeps wondering what she can gift to guy so that he will always remember her.

Then she buys a beautiful Ganesha pendant as she thought it was auspicious as he was going to start a new life there. All alone she went to the jeweler; never had she gone alone shopping but she did it for him. With all affection she wrapped it in a gift box, her feelings were so true. But she was also feeling bad he will be going away from her. She never realized that she loved the Guy immensely, but who will elucidate her callow heart the truth??

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Love Story -Part-1

December 4, 2008 Leave a comment

Guy and girl are colleagues in office. They were cubicle mates and it was a real fun relation between them, guy use to hide girl’s mobile or water bottle and enjoy the frustration and anger girl use to illustrate in searching her hidden stuff and girl always knew it was the guy who is behind this impish plan.

Guy use to make sure that he calls the girl every day after office, and the Girl would wait for his call and even if the guy did not end up calling she would not make a move even though she would miss his call.

Guy: hello…

Girl: Hi,So how come you have called after so many days?

Guy: why I am not suppose to call u or what?

Girl: No, nothing like that, just asking.

Guy: So why did u leave office so early today?

Girl: Guess what I conducted technical meeting with the team and ppl have no sense of seriousness or responsibility, I really got pissed off.

Guy: Forget it; don’t bother about other’s much.

Girl: Then your going so when is your flight?

Guy: Ya, next week Monday at 2 am.

Girl: Why do have to go? u have a good job here and enough money.

Guy: No I need to earn more, As my brother is not having a job I need to support him to establish his business, And you know even though I am staying with my uncle iam not left with enough money and if I have my own family then it’s going to be difficult.

Girl wonder’s how good and responsible guy is, there are hardly few people who bother for there loved ones and he is amongst them. She feels content and happy that she’s found such a friend.

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Happen to read these notions of a Guy -really amazing!!!!

December 4, 2008 Leave a comment

what a girl really looks for in a guy is whether or not he can make her happy….make her laugh…make her feel cozy and comfortable….and that does not necessarily requires you to have a pulsar…….you can make her feel all that and even more on your tobu cycle too…if you have the guts and the skills……..she will end up falling for you…even if you ride a tobu cycle……..
So I am sure I wont really need a pulsar to take a girl out on a date………Coz if she really loves me…she will love my ride because she loves me….not the other way round…..
Guys do look hot with jazzy bikes (per gals)….But I bet anyone of you will settle anytime for a guy who is more “Warm” than he is “Hot”…….
And yeah you are right……..”You Can’t Live with them, You Can’t Live without them…”………
Obviously I will finally end up falling for some “unpredictable/Unrealistic/Kiddish and annoying girl” …..simply because of the fact that I will remain “Incomplete” till the day I find her…… (and “Completely” finished when I find her)
Unpredictable—Yes they are….but so is our lives…….we don’t stop living…do we???
Unrealistic—-Yes they are….but so are our dreams and ambitions…we don’t stop striving …… do we????
Kiddish——Oh I Love Kids…….
Annoying——- My Dad once asked me to give up smoking…I felt annoyed…..but later I realized that it was all for my good….may be….she being “annoying” will bring in some positives too…..
Its one Apple that even Adam dint let go off……Why will I then????
As I said earlier and I reiterate
“You Can’t Live with them, You Can’t Live without them…”………

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December 4, 2008 Leave a comment

It always happens with me ,Why am i always in this situation?          

 Every time i am left alone,my friends have left ,they are still my friend but they are not with me ,either they have switched jobs,left the country or married.

Again Iam left all alone.But I wonder ,this is what is life .no one is going to be there for you.You are alone in every agony and Ecstasy of life.You need to learn to stand up for your self and let the world know that your not weak and feeble but make your presence conspicuous.

Hope i’ll soon learn to live this way !!!

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